My body is ready to shut down for the night but my mind can’t help but crave. It craves the satisfaction of knowing that I accomplished something I made as a goal to accomplish months ago. It craves self satisfaction so much that its confused. I’m tired and I want rest but I’m determined and at the same time scared. But more so, I think the relief in these past few weeks couldn’t have been more beautiful. I am more of the woman I want to be than I will have ever believed and owned up to in the past. I’ve done so much and put myself out there and taken those risks. And I like to think I have been more caring to this blossoming person and I feel like I can share that with someone and that makes me so relieved. Maybe I’m just babbling and maybe I am really convinced that when you treat yourself like a queen, you will find your king. But then again…. who knows. Right? Time will change people in the weirdest way but you can only hope to see that relationships with people in your life will stay golden and beautiful. There’s always room for love.
"You can talk with someone for years, everyday, and still, it won’t mean as much as what you can have when you sit in front of someone, not saying a word, yet you feel that person with your heart, you feel like you have known the person for forever…. connections are made with the heart, not the tongue."
"Go to a coffee shop. Sit by the bar with the glass windows and look out. Look at all the people running to catch a train. All the girls with one too many shopping bags. All the couples too in love to care. Then you’ll see it — a bit of yourself in everyone. And somehow, sitting alone in a coffee shop had never felt so good."